{"id":1488,"date":"2015-02-27T12:33:54","date_gmt":"2015-02-27T20:33:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/thoughts\/?p=1488"},"modified":"2015-02-27T12:33:54","modified_gmt":"2015-02-27T20:33:54","slug":"that-look-in-her-eyes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/2015\/02\/27\/that-look-in-her-eyes\/","title":{"rendered":"That look in her eyes&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I really need to dig into this whole no yelling thing. But they don&#8217;t sleep. And then work is just a bear right now. And we have no nanny. And it just feels as if there have been, and will be coming up, a ton of solo parent days\/nights.<\/p>\n<p>But holy smokes that look in her eyes.<\/p>\n<p>And all she asked that I do was not yell at her. To just speak kindly to her. About a cup of milk for God&#8217;s sake.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve lost all patience for the world. All restraint to jump from zero to a thousand. But I won&#8217;t forget that look in her eyes. And hopefully it will slow me down. Hopefully it will stop me.<\/p>\n<p>Because I don&#8217;t want to see it again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I really need to dig into this whole no yelling thing. But they don&#8217;t sleep. And then work is just a bear right now. And we have no nanny. And it just feels as if there have been, and will be coming up, a ton of solo parent days\/nights. But holy smokes that look in [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"That look in her eyes...","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1488","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fatherhood"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p8fvkR-o0","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1488","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1488"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1488\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1488"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1488"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onvural.net\/melih\/family-man\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1488"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}