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What is it that binds us?

This blog post is 6 days late. It all started when I got sick, fell behind, and I’ve been playing catch up ever since. Some of these catch up blog posts are relevant to the day. Others are just random musings.

I’ve had friends get married and divorced much quicker than I thought would happen. There was one that didn’t surprise me at all, and others where I couldn’t believe it. The profiles of the folks are totally different, and while the sample size is small, I’m not convinced there would be many patterns even if I went looking for them.

Fundamentally it came down to the individuals changed at a quicker pace than the relationship grew to accept these changes.

So I’ve been asking myself quite a bit about what, in today’s world, glues relationships together.

It turns out the negative cases are a lot easier to find than the positive ones. Once upon a time a woman had no choice but to stay because she couldn’t support herself and her kids otherwise. Then as that changed there were cultural and religious expectations that a divorce was unacceptable regardless of the situation. We all know that that gave undue power to the abuser in the family (whoever it was (and whether it was emotional or physical)).

But if religion no longer stops us from getting a divorce, and society no longer shames us, then what keeps us together?

Choice.

I’ve thought about it for a while, and it really does come down to the fact that every single day individuals in a committed relationship make a choice to stay together. Marriage is 100% a legal entity for worst case scenarios, and to protect & share assets. But monogamy, which used to be tightly coupled with marriage, is a daily choice.

And I think that’s why it’s so easy for individual growth to outpace the relationship. We so easily make different choices from the ones we made yesterday – americano instead of latte, caesar salad instead of garden salad, taking the highway instead of city streets, etc. – that it’s become really easy to just choose to end the relationship.

We’re great at changing our minds. We’re great at being convinced that a choice we used to always make – wearing front-pleated trousers – is something that we should (and can) quickly change. And it applies to big decisions as well (marriage & divorce in fact).

And so the follow on is… why do we make the choice we do? And that’s tomorrow night’s blog post 🙂

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Team bonding

This blog post is 6 days late. It all started when I got sick, fell behind, and I’ve been playing catch up ever since. Some of these catch up blog posts are relevant to the day. Others are just random musings.

Yesterday we went to wine country as a product team, and it was fantastic!

We’ve lost a few folks, and we’re adding one new person (and hopefully another new person soon). We needed to reset the team, get to know each other, and start over. I asked Nicki Dexter for some activities to do, and they were awesome.

First – We made crests for ourselves that answered 6 questions:

  1. What’s your passion?
  2. Describe your home life
  3. Describe your family life
  4. 3 personal values
  5. Most proud accomplishment
  6. Most annoying habit

The answers were fantastic, and I really learned a lot about everyone as a result.

We then drank, ate, drank, drank, played horse shoes, and drank some more.

After that we headed back (driven by Faysal, our Turkish driver). We did two more activities:

  1. Your personal headline at the end of the year
  2. Your three values for the Product team

Again, great answers, a lot of overlap, but also some room for each of us to learn and be inspired from each other. It was a really great outing… the beginning of a really great team.

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Mind blown…

This blog post is 7 days late. It all started when I got sick, fell behind, and I’ve been playing catch up ever since. Some of these catch up blog posts are relevant to the day. Others are just random musings.

I’m reading Founders at Work, and I’ve just had my mind blown. Like… ka-phow! The book is a series of 10 page interviews with founders and early employees of all of the companies we all know and take for granted today. I’m about 1/3 of the way through, and THE interview of the first third of the book was Dan Bricklin’s (founder of Visicalc).

Dan Bricklin is the father of the spreadsheet. Which is in and of itself an amazing task. The story of Visicalc is actually quite a sad one. Visicalc created the PC industry (the hardware existed, but it lacked a killer app. Visicalc was that killer app). But he also was a major player in the development of the first word processor as developed by DEC.

Think about that… this guy was on the ground floor of the word processor and the spreadsheet.

The line that blew my mind was how he described how his experience at DEC building the first word processor gave him visibility into how hard it is to teach people to use software. And that allowed him to create a more compelling mental model for the spreadsheet which people had to learn to use from scratch (not spreadsheets period, but spreadsheets as software).

Just think about that. He invented A1 being the upper left hand cell in a spreadsheet. The conventions we use today in word processors may have started in the version that he built. His design decisions define how we use two of the most core pieces of software.

Mind blown.

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Another book update

This blog post is 8 days late. It all started when I got sick, fell behind, and I’ve been playing catch up ever since. Some of these catch up blog posts are relevant to the day. Others are just random musings.

I haven’t gotten my copy of “4-day work week” yet, and I also haven’t picked up a book on implementing agile. Instead, I’ve started a book I borrowed a while back called:

Viral Loop – by Adam L. Penenberg

So far I’ve learned about Tupperware 🙂 but I’m quite keen to keep reading, and so it can’t be that bad :-p

I’ll update as I get further

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Rest is the only cure

This blog post is 9 days late. It all started on this date when I got sick, fell behind, and I’ve been playing catch up ever since. Some of these catch up blog posts are relevant to the day. Others are just random musings.

I just woke up (it’s 3pm) about an hour and a half ago.

Well, that’s not totally true. I got up, and tried to help with the kids. Micky took them to school, and then I passed out.

9pm to 6am last night.

9am to 1:30pm today.

Holy smokes do I feel better. Well I did until I opened my work email :-p

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Getting sick. Falling behind

This blog post is 10 days late. It all started on this date when I got sick, fell behind, and I’ve been playing catch up ever since. Some of these catch up blog posts are relevant to the day. Others are just random musings.

I’m falling sick today. I can feel it in my nose (I hate that feeling of a running nose. It’s absolutely awful). I can feel it in my bones (They creak. That never happened when I was kid, but now when I get sick my bones creak).

I went through swimming. Babies are in bed. It’s only 9pm, but I’ve got my tea/honey/cinnamon drink down, and I’m passing out.

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Book updates

A new month means another book update!!

I finished both of my work related books. The Kanban book I found really useful. The design book less so.

I then decided to go fiction, and found a suggestion from either the Kottke blog or from MG Sieglar’s blog to read Ishmael by Daniel Quinn.

I just finished it tonight…. And it was awesome. The reviews on Goodreads are either 5-star or none, but man oh man was I in the 5-star camp.

I don’t even think it was the philosophy as much as it’s been so long since I read a book that made me think. I didn’t want to stop reading, and 50 pages would go by in a flash. I asked myself big questions, and challenged the books big questions as well.

The ending was a dud, but by that point you’ve either got what you’re going to get; or you’ll never get it.

I would highly recommend the book to others.

On the list now is 4-hour work week and I need to find a really good, practical, book on agile product development.

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This week in review

I wanted the “This week in review” post to become an opportunity to share a lot of photos, and just call it a day. I was all set for that too, and then the last two days happened. This weekend, my babies grew up before my eyes.

Yesterday, Luka helped me out in the garden, and then acted as a host for everyone who came over. He gave hugs to folks who came. He opened and closed the door for folks. He smiled, and made folks laugh.

Amelia just did her thing. She was silly. She was cute. She chased her friends. She rekindled laughs with old ones. It was as if they were the stars of the show. She even blew out the birthday cake!

Today, Luka climbed to the top of the rope cone at the playground. All by himself. And at bedtime, he individually kissed Amelia, Micky, and myself before going to bed.

Where did my babies go?

On to the photos…

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Micky’s 39.5 birthday

Today is Micky’s 39.5 birthday!

I don’t think we stop to celebrate ourselves enough. I think this is especially true when there’s the chaos of kids, work, keeping up with the few friends who have stuck around, and what have you. Celebration takes time; it takes effort; and who has either of those?

So, as a combined house warming and celebration, I threw a party for Micky today. It was so much fun!

I spent the day in the garden pulling up every damn weed. I mowed the patch of lawn we have. I even found a worm (and this time put him in a much safer place. He lives in one of our planters, and I hope to find him again soon!).

I found a caterer named Nicole through Betsy and decided that that was the way to go after seeing it work so well for Randa at Christmas. That was a genius idea on my part 🙂

Food was killer; kitchen was clean; it was epic!

Then I made a book of all the folks who showed up with photos of Micky, and they all signed it as a guest book.

We even sang happy birthday around a cake.

It was a good day to celebrate a lovely lady. Happy 39.5 Micky!